IN PROGRESS
Epilogue as a beginning
My life, a series of events,
some good and some bad
I have difficulty
distinguishing the difference in my memory
Bad
Silence
The good moments made the bad silences, loud noises, tolerable
Habitually bad silences, loud noises, dominate,
dipping the good,
piling them in a corner of unimportance,
I forget them.
Can I help, Can I be helped.
I am always there for me
I manage, I believe
What I know to be right
Am I right I am Right
My echoes can go now
moments to adjust
Mad
Silence
Together,
with those who listened,
I may have won
alone with monsters, echoed voices, bad silences, loud noises
I did not do so well
I am always there near me
I don’t speak
Why don’t I say what I know
I believe it may hurt too much
Sad
Silence
bad silences, loud noises
Let them take one last bow
Breaking in that which is hidden,
piled in a corner, corners
I will not, cannot not forget the journey, not one day
But I always remembered I was always there near me
bad silences, loud noises
Sometimes it is so clear that you cannot help,
I cannot help, bad silences, loud noises
sad silence, quiet noise,
You will leave, everyone leaves, loud silence,
I will be alone sad silence, loud noise,
empty heart and hope, failing or gone
Wordless
It’s hard to see them go when I don’t know how to say goodbye
Tell me, If I ever loved me
Say it, say it like you never want them to come back
I am always there near me
Say it ....
empty heart and hope,
Is there hope,
there is hope, always?
People, complex, blazing in harmony with colours.
vibrant, yawning and churning colours flat and bursting in a moment.
A beautiful world
Can I get people to see what I see, saw
Some listened others did not
Monsters do not,
bad silences,
loud noises,
echoes
T Ryan, January 2017
